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raakone So, a few years ago, I thought I stumbled upon a miracle. Met a nice girl on OKCupid. We have some similarities. To whit....
- Both into art
- Both like created worlds
- Both creative
- Both gamers
- Both think Moogles are awesome.
- Both made our own PCs
Of course, meeting each other in person would have been delayed, no need to remind me. Our conversations on Discord were nice. Things started Friday the 29th of May. Things went rather well. Then, at one point, on June 2nd, well....I just couldn't think of what to say, then I got sidetracked by work. The next morning I tried to say something....but I couldn't get through. She unfriended me. I tried to refriend her. Could not. And she disappeared from OkCupid.
So because I didn't say something for half a day, it's automatic HARD GHOSTING? (Soft Ghosting is where you just stop saying things, hard ghosting is where you disappear from the other) We hadn't yet exchanged emails. Maybe it wouldn't have mattered.
Was I at fault? Or was it hers? Maybe the current situations, both the Coronavirus and the whole state of unrest caused by racist macho cops caused something? Should I have said something different back the day before? Am I asking too many questions?
Why didn't she just say something, asking about my apparent silence? Or is it some stupid cereal-box philosophy? If so, whoever got to her....SCREW THEM! Some people saying I "dodged a bullet" here, but did I?
MUST I ALWAYS BE ALONE?
Why must I always get doors slammed in my face, what am I, a Jehova's Witness?
Must I pay because I have ASD, and also, don't want the exact same things in a special person that a bunch of out-of-touch multi-millionaires and "Tradition" tell me that I should want?
SEAL IN FRENCH!
Sorry for the rant, but, I felt like I had a miracle but it was stolen.
As that song by the Police went, "Must I Always Be Alone?"
- Both into art
- Both like created worlds
- Both creative
- Both gamers
- Both think Moogles are awesome.
- Both made our own PCs
Of course, meeting each other in person would have been delayed, no need to remind me. Our conversations on Discord were nice. Things started Friday the 29th of May. Things went rather well. Then, at one point, on June 2nd, well....I just couldn't think of what to say, then I got sidetracked by work. The next morning I tried to say something....but I couldn't get through. She unfriended me. I tried to refriend her. Could not. And she disappeared from OkCupid.
So because I didn't say something for half a day, it's automatic HARD GHOSTING? (Soft Ghosting is where you just stop saying things, hard ghosting is where you disappear from the other) We hadn't yet exchanged emails. Maybe it wouldn't have mattered.
Was I at fault? Or was it hers? Maybe the current situations, both the Coronavirus and the whole state of unrest caused by racist macho cops caused something? Should I have said something different back the day before? Am I asking too many questions?
Why didn't she just say something, asking about my apparent silence? Or is it some stupid cereal-box philosophy? If so, whoever got to her....SCREW THEM! Some people saying I "dodged a bullet" here, but did I?
MUST I ALWAYS BE ALONE?
Why must I always get doors slammed in my face, what am I, a Jehova's Witness?
Must I pay because I have ASD, and also, don't want the exact same things in a special person that a bunch of out-of-touch multi-millionaires and "Tradition" tell me that I should want?
SEAL IN FRENCH!
Sorry for the rant, but, I felt like I had a miracle but it was stolen.
As that song by the Police went, "Must I Always Be Alone?"
